Better late than Never

As Allendy explains:

"The femme fatale arouses men's passions, exasperates them, torments them, and they want to possess her, even to kill her, but they do not love her profoundly.

But you tell me profound loves do not satisfy you. You crave to give and to receive stronger sensations. I understand, but that is only a phase. You can play the game now and then, to heighten passion, but profound loves are the loves which suit your true self, and they alone will satisfy you.

You are still terribly afraid to be hurt... So afraid to be hurt that you want to take the lead and hurt first. "


If only I had an Allendy to psychoanalyse me back in the old days, and if only I had a proper brain to comprehend the core meanings of all the desires...

As Mum always says, better late than never!